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I love you and I do not care any more, I'm happy with you.
My name is Paula and I have 20 years. I had a relationship with a boy from another town and everything was more or less. Truth, made me suffer much and I thought I was in love with him. Anyway, I started to get into the world of internet and chat and my hi5 page. A guy wrote me and asked me my MSN and I did not imagine that this guy would be my great love.
We became good friends, chat embalms every day, was connected and happiness filled me, I had my problems with my boyfriend and his problems and so we began to bring great. Until one day his best friend told me that I wanted more friends and I told him that is a lie because Omar (the guy's MSN) wanted another girl. The friend told me that no, that girl was me. He said "Ask and you will see." I did not want to ask and tell me that I was afraid of what I felt that Omar and was in part because there was a problem. He had 5 years less than me and I had my boyfriend. But one day I risked and asked and told me he wants me as a friend and I told him that I want as a friend and nothing more. I preferred to shut up what I felt and just be her friend.
One day in conversation with him told him that my boyfriend made me mourn and I felt bad and told him that if I found someone who really wants to be very happy and told me he loves me and I said "of course, as your great friend and adviser "and I said" No, I love you more "and not credible because they had told me that he wanted another girl. I mean, how could I believe it was me and also some other things.
Actually, I did not bear that feeling and love as his friend told me that I was suffering I decided to send an email saying that I love him, but it is impossible and that something better I would disappear from your life. He replied saying that no, it will hurt more. That same day, the plugs and told him he had a proposal. I told him I love him and I tried and I said yes, but I felt weird and I do not imagine that his beloved cousin saw her open MSN and the MSN was responding. Now the afternoon, I wrote saying "hello my friend" and I ask "what happened?? Then he told me he had to leave his post and left open. I noticed everything, and I really regretted the decision made. I said "you know, but we had decided something I regretted." I felt like he flouted not understand anything until she realized that her cousin had been responding to me.
The told me that was not his fault and that you please reconsider my decision and return. After much thought I did and finished with my boyfriend and I accept it. Well if you know that the issue of age is a bit complicated. I gave it to me as a pretty girl who looks 15 there is not much problem. Everyone thinks that I am 15 and 19 that is my fate. Continuing with my story, since then been 7 months and am very happy with it, because we went through many problems, but finally we are together and, well, my parents and they accept it, but they took a little getting used. But they know that I love him and to me and we are the most beautiful pair of lovers in the city.
Love has no age and when you love someone no matter anything. I love you my Omarcito.
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