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Well, I think that my story begins when during a walk I met two guys, one and the other Eduardo Miguel. Eduardo me quite happy since I saw him. Note that something special had never noticed another man. He asked me my mail and everything. A week later and said I was too sweet. I felt very confused and at that time wore a one-year relationship with my first boyfriend. But this guy completely confused me.
Months passed and I remain as my friend, even if q is always telling me because I loved her. The relationship had deteriorated one year and all over, but I felt terrible when I saw my hand, the only person who ensured I was Eduardo. Left with too much and we were good friends, but always leaving us be sabayon. But at that time was very shy and I am very confused, I did not know what they really wanted me.
He went on holiday to the beach to me and my vacation. I met a guy who liked me, but nothing more. Eduardo no more appeared. I am single and the guy I met on the beach asked me that we were boyfriends. I saw one and said yes. And we did very well in the relationship, total understanding and all. We lived nearby, but could not get me out of the mind to Eduardo. I started to need a lot, call all the phones that I had ever known and to reach the phone with his aunt. Told me that I was in another city at 6 hours and I broke into tears, and I regretted not having taken advantage of that time but we q "friends."
But I'm not going to resign. I went there with my friends, taking only 14 years. It was crazy because I was with them two and nothing else. Not sure of the address or where he was going. I did not think limits; I just wanted to see it. Able to see it all and we kiss and not because he could not deceive the person I was, but I think the words, looks and hugs mean more sometimes. It was so much love ... well, I return to my city, crying because she could not be with him. I followed with my life and my boyfriend and, well, a month after leaving school and Eduardo was waiting outside. I take his hand and told me he was back for me. I hold no emotion and was the first time we kissed with such passion. I never forget that. At that time I did not care any more than him.
Do not deceive me and my boyfriend was less rioja. The next day Edward tries to talk to me and I had to say, I had a boyfriend, because he could not lie. I gave him a big disappointment because we thought it would be together at last, and I do not understand, but still my friend. A month later and did not find any more excuse to end up with my boyfriend and it did.
For two months I was without a boyfriend and we remain friends with Edward, one days until September 12, the day they met a year of knowing each other and spend so much time together, just being the friend and me with other people has always been my support in my life and I regret so much that one day I did damage. I asked to be his girlfriend, and I do not think I said yes. I thought it better to exchange all, but problems began to appear: I could not see often because he had to work and had problems at home to leave. I hold, of course, he waited a year for me, because they bear no relation to a low. After 3 months of boyfriends were very few times we met, but these were seldom the most beautiful of my life.
Until one day I said "I need to talk to you" and well, I saw him and told me I had to go to her aunt to the city where I was one days to 6 hours for work. But the two wanted to continue the relationship. I could not do anything, let go the only thing I thought was that this day was wonderful and made the most beautiful of my life, and it was. We were talking one month every day and I also phoned me. Every day I was told not stand being there without me. I was just as bad; I think that distance makes the honey gets bigger by that person and many more view the cravings, and much more. Becomes stronger love.
But suddenly stopped calling me and I called and told me there were problems of q, and then I would love to me. Wait and do not call me. Step on my birthday, and still no call, no longer do or what to think so because I have 2 weeks. Not much but every day it hurts me not to call. Sometimes I think if you do not end up in worry, but others think that he could not let go because I will come back and that everything will go wrong and we will be together and relaxed. But the truth, I am very confused. This pain is my gain. I love him but I am afraid to love so much if I do not know what goes through his mind. Anyway, I think that whatever happens I want to be that which supports and accompanies throughout and continue passing months and I as his companion, lover, girlfriend and friend but I doubt the storm.
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