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It all began one week more specifically in 2005, my name is Karolina and had 15 years (I am an extremely extroverted person). Well, the point is that I met the man most interesting part of this world. Having 22 years, called Karlos. That day we were in cinema with some friends we had in common and near my house told me he had a very pretty face, as television presenter.
I laughed, I do not know why, but what grabs your hand and I left running behind my friends because we had left. He told me he worked in a coffee house culture of the Internet, where it was needed. I started to go, because really had been entranced with him. One day I was going to dismiss him if unintentionally I do not know how or why we gave it a kiss, but simple and short. I left my house for fast.
We , but I was an immature person and hair four or five times a week. Terms and each time. I also was very jealous and making scenes of jealousy lived with a friend called him Joanna. I felt repulsive hatred against him. In January 2006, when I went to college, finished with him. I do not know why, but I did well. In the two months I learned that he was with boyfriend of the girl with whom he made the essentials of jealousy. I do lot, I suffered a lot.
After that I became a girl easy. I kissed with anyone, but was disappointed love. In June 2007, we returned to the destination together. To be together again, but in December the same year I started working and leave at Karlos by another boy. He suffered greatly for it. Then I went back with him, but was no longer the same. I tried arrogant and unresponsive.
In January this year I attempted suicide because he was really angry with me for having concealed something I did in the past. I felt that was my purpose. I was in a coma one week, but then we talk and we made a commitment not to hide things. A week ago ended up in some messages that I saw in the inbox that I undertake, but equally I have not done anything unusual, nor do I have been unfaithful, but the worst thing is that I have no creek. I love you with all my being, is the best thing that happened to me, but that makes me feel like a lot of damage.
Now we are together but we are not boyfriends. I want again to trust me and I do not know how. I've become someone very intense, what I seek. When leaves or enters effort to work meetings that are nothing casual. I need help!
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